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13 October 2009 @ 01:44 am
happy 10/13 to all!!  
This is an impromptu fanmix post to celebrate one of the most important Phile days of the year, 10/13. Not only is it the production company, but the birthday of one Fox Mulder. Now, anyone who knows me knows that I have never been a Mulder girl. I have unbelievably large amounts of love for him, his quest and his journey, but I have always felt more connected to Scully. But one can't deny his magnetism, selflessness, humour, loyalty, his uber hotness and fantastic hair, and his fight to find the truth to help save the ones he loves.

This fanmix is in honour of the man who helped make my favourite character who she is. This is for you, Fox Mulder. For helping us all want to believe.


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I've held a torch in the darkness to glance upon a truth unknown. An act of faith begun with an ineloquent certainty that my journey promised the chance, not just of understanding, but of recovery. That the disappearance of my sister, 23 years ago, would come to be explained. And that the pursuit of these greater truths about the existence of extraterrestrial life might even reunite us. A belief which I now know to be false... and uninformed... in the extreme. My folly revealed by facts which illuminate both my arrogance and self-deception. If only the tragedy had been mine alone, might it be more easy tonight to bring this journey to its end.

in debt to the heart - born in the flood
you got a heavy heart love
deep in the dark you see
cryin out, 'i'm empty'
crawl from depth beneath

I have plenty of theories. Maybe what you can explain to me is why it's bureau policy to label these cases as "unexplained phenomenon" and ignore them. Do you believe in the existence of extraterrestrials?

what makes a man - city and colour
what makes a man walk away from his mind
i think i know
i think i might know

The conquest of fear lies in the moment of its acceptance. And understanding what scares us most is that which is most familiar, most common place... It's been said that the fear of the unknown is an irrational response to the excesses of the imagination. But our fear of the everyday, of the lurking stranger, and the sound of foot-falls on the stairs, the fear of violent death and the primitive impulse to survive, are as frightening as any x-file, as real as the acceptance that it could happen to you.

quiet in my town - civil twilight
today is quiet in my town
oh, somebody say something
cause i can't take this silence anymore

I have been on the bridge that spans two worlds, the link between all souls by which we cross into our own true nature. You were here today, looking for truth that was taken from you, a truth that was never to be spoken but which now binds us together in dangerous purpose. I have returned from the dead to continue with you... but I fear that this danger is now close at hand... that I may be too late.

trust me - the fray
take it from me
we don't give sympathy
trust me, trust nobody

As I am a medical doctor with a background in hard science, my job was to provide an analytical prospective on the work of Special Agent Fox Mulder, who's investigations into the paranormal were fueled by a personal belief that his sister had been abducted by aliens when he was 12. I come here today, four years later, to report on the illegitimacy of Agent Mulder's work. That it is my scientific opinion that he became over the course of these years a victim. A victim of his own false hopes and of his beliefs in the biggest of lies.

off i go - greg laswell
loose ends, they tangle down
and then take flight
but never tie me down

It all comes down to a question, Scully. One that hasn't been answered or I don't even think honestly addressed. Who made that chip in your neck? That chip was found in a military research facility. Our government made that chip, implanted it in your neck as part of a secret military project to develop a biochemical weapon, to monitor your immunity, or to destroy you like a lab rat, if the truth were to be exposed. Your cancer... your cure... everything that's happening to you now - it all points to that chip. The truth I've been searching for? The truth is in you.

street lights - kanye west
i hopped in the cab and i paid my fare
see, i know where i'm going but i'm just not there

I'm the key figure in an on-going government charade, the plot to conceal the truth about the existence of extraterrestrials. It's a global conspiracy, actually, with key players in the highest levels of power, that reaches down into the lives of every man, woman, and child on this planet. So, of course, no one believes me. I'm an annoyance to my superiors, a joke to my peers. They call me Spooky. Spooky Mulder, whose sister was abducted by aliens when he was just a kid and who now chases after little green men with a badge and a gun, shouting to the heavens or to anyone who will listen that the fix is in, that the sky is falling and when it hits it's gonna be the shit-storm of all time.

goodbye apathy - onerepublic
its breaking ice now
to make any movement
what's your vice?
you know that mine's the illusion

Scully, in six years, how... how often have I been wrong? No, seriously. I mean, every time I bring you a new case we go through this perfunctory dance. You tell me I'm not being scientifically rigorous and that I'm off my nut, and then in the end who turns out to be right like 98.9% of the time? I just think I've... earned the benefit of the doubt here.

misguided ghosts - paramore
i'm just one of those ghosts
travelling endlessly
don't need no road
in fact, they follow me

That would mean that our progenitors were alien, that our genesis was alien, that we're here because of them, that they put us here. And once you see all the mysteries of science, everything we can't understand or won't explain, everything in the X-Files, it all leads to them; it's from them.

somewhere a clock is ticking - snow patrol
something happened
that i never understood
you can't leave

I'm not sure it works that way. I think maybe the darkness find you. And me.

no sound but the wind - editors
help me to carry the fire
we will keep it alight together
help me to carry the fire
this road can't go on forever

zip. download link is here - http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=003cddb60eb1e0f6d6baebe61b361f7c3629d27348d3bb8aa543906a5faff527

zellie: tv | x-files : shadowsleucocrystal on October 13th, 2009 09:46 am (UTC)
Squee, this is wonderful! I'm so glad to see you doing something special for 10/13. Downloading now, I'm sure it's awesome! Love the cover art too.
thediagnosis: characters *** scully | darkthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:17 am (UTC)
thanks lady!

i didn't have the time to do anything for 10/13 last year so i decided i better pony up something lol.

hope you enjoy the music :)
Contradictory Mess: Mulder&Scully | FBIxo_charmar on October 13th, 2009 01:20 pm (UTC)
This looks amazing!! :)
thediagnosis: otp *** scully&mulder | homethediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:17 am (UTC)
Oi! Don't diss the sonic!: tv l mulder; lost boy.thedamaged on October 13th, 2009 03:13 pm (UTC)

Ah, downloading. Cause you seriously have the best fanmixes and I'm a fanmix whore but yay!
thediagnosis: characters *** scully | hallthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:18 am (UTC)
lol aw thanks so much bb! glad you like mah fanmix skillz :)
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thediagnosis: otp *** scully&mulder | examthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:18 am (UTC)
ty :)
anna "pookie-love-muffins" kae: [x-files] just mulder; black/whitesiriusdenial_ on October 13th, 2009 04:24 pm (UTC)
This looks absolutely amazing and you picked all of the bestest quotes. Downloading now. Also, the cover art is super cool! Love it.
thediagnosis: characters *** scully | gunthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:19 am (UTC)
thank you and hope you enjoy! :)
sexual bassethound: [x-files] mulder in the snow.britishwannabe1 on October 13th, 2009 04:49 pm (UTC)



thediagnosisthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:19 am (UTC)



One equal temper of heroic hearts: xf (msr) // The world didn't endkaternater on October 13th, 2009 05:01 pm (UTC)
Love this!
thediagnosis: otp *** scully&mulder | partnersthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:19 am (UTC)
dtotheaisy on October 13th, 2009 05:06 pm (UTC)
GORGEOUS. Absobloodylutely gorgeous.
Oh, Mulder. *squishies him.*
thediagnosis: otp *** scully&mulder | hugthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:20 am (UTC)
oh thanks bb! :)

he is very squishable.
meiko_matsui: PARAMORE: Hayleymeiko_matsui on October 13th, 2009 05:30 pm (UTC)
Fox Mulder + Paramore = EPIC WIN.
Kirsti: Mulder baltic_beauty on October 13th, 2009 07:03 pm (UTC)
(no subject) - thediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:20 am (UTC) (Expand)
federal bureau of obsessions: pic#81718973xxsafixx on October 13th, 2009 06:57 pm (UTC)
thediagnosis: characters *** scully | elevatorthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:20 am (UTC)
ty and enjoy!
the girl with the broken halo: XF: best. scene. evergreydawning on October 13th, 2009 08:19 pm (UTC)
Love this! DLing right now :D
thediagnosis: characters *** scully | rainbowthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:20 am (UTC)
ty and hope you enjoy it!
mr. marconi is a donkeypalmaceae on October 14th, 2009 12:48 am (UTC)
this looks fantastic!! thanks for putting it together
thediagnosis: otp *** spock&uhura | blackthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:21 am (UTC)
yw and thanks for downloading :)
sistasouljah99: xf : m/s : believesistasouljah99 on October 14th, 2009 02:05 am (UTC)
Made of win! I heart all the quotes too. ♥
thediagnosis: otp *** anderson&duchovney | slapthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:21 am (UTC)
ty ♥
memories_childmemories_child on October 14th, 2009 09:13 am (UTC)
Ooh thank you for this! I can't wait to listen to the songs - the lyrics and quotes you've chosen are intriguing.
thediagnosisthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:21 am (UTC)
thanks so much and i hope you enjoy it!
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thediagnosisthediagnosis on October 16th, 2009 02:21 am (UTC)
ty :)